Narrated by Liv Harris
"Baby, we just kissed. What's the big deal?" he said.
That was the end of us. I hope someday we can be friends but I doubt that we'll get back together.
I know mom could easily get me a deal with a record company but I want to make it on my own.
Erin's dad recently built a little recording studio in his music shop and I have recorded a couple of demos there. The last one I made had songs written by me instead of covers. I'm going to send copies to record companies and hopefully someone will sign me on their label.
Erin said that in time I'll find someone new. I was too ashamed to tell her that I've already found someone new, actually two someones.
We've been out on a couple of dates and they usually all end the same way. We skip dinner and head back to my apartment to have sex. I know it's not fair to date two guys at the same time but it's not like I've promised to be faithful to either of them.
At first I thought that I've gotten some flu bug but then I checked my calendar and realized that I'm late. I popped down to the pharmacy right away and got a pregnancy test. I couldn't believe it when I got a positive result. I've always been really careful with birth control so how the hell can I be pregnant?!
"Shit happens" she said. I guess she realized right away that keeping the baby wasn't an option. And the thought of carrying a child for nine months freaked me out. I just don't see myself doing that at this point in my life. It's not that I don't like kids but I just can't do this now.
I told Erin that I could do it on my own but she just shook her head.
"You've always been there for me, whether I needed a babysitter or a shoulder to cry on. I'm not going to let you go through this alone" she said and gave me a sad smile.
"Isn't it kind of ironic that you were the first to hear that Dawn was pregnant and now you're the only one who knows that I'm pregnant... the only one who will ever know" I said. She just gave me a worried look. I guess I was starting to sound pretty insane.
- Title reference: Unfinished business by White Lies
- Niall started flirting with the landlady when I popped in to play him. Liv isn't the kind of girl to tolerate unfaithfulness.
- Liv definitely wasn't supposed to get pregnant! She had "Unmarried TFB not allowed" in her ACR but she still tried for a baby with Jacob. I don't know if it's a glitch or if I missed something. She's not actually allowed to use BC because she only has 5 neatness points. Definitely not what I had planned but I decided to write it in.